Selling out.

Right, I've finally got myself together sufficiently to sort out an eBay account and offer tarot readings.

This was a surprisingly difficult decision to make. I've got massive issues with asking for money for this sort of thing; why, I don't know. I totally support other people who charge way more for divination and spells. It's like there's this little voice at the back of my head telling me that it's wrong. That divination is a load of cobblers and even if it isn't I'm crap at it, that money is eeeevil and I shouldn't debase my gifts by asking for a financial reward. I mean, I have actually been told this by real people who are really real in the past but frankly I should be over internalising that sort of nonsense by now. (Especially since the people I've heard saying it were, to a man, freeloading rip-off merchants extraodinare).

So yeah, a professional cartomancer is me. If you're interested, you can check out the listing here. Or just drop me a line and we'll sort something out.

In related news I've earmarked this weekend for sorting out my web presence a bit. I'm planning on pruning this beast . Half the sidelinks are toast because I haven't done anything with it in about a hundred years; I might also go through and delete some of the more embarrassing drunken rambling.

I also need a proper web page if I'm going to make a real go of this online divination/magick lark. I've registered a free chaosmagic.com domain and I plan to start offering simple spells and things there as well as eBay.

I did this unbinding ritual the other day (yes, I got bound. It happens. Stop smirking.) and suddenly stuff seems less impossible. I feel more like my old self again. Or my new self. Whatever.

I'm feeling all kickass right now. I feel like I want to jump around and do all superhero stuff. Ragh! I'm going to start getting a bit more serious about the magicks now. True, this will eat into my valuable computer games and pornography time but I urgently need to become this extreme hardcore kickass scary-as-all-fuck magickian with knives and demons and sunglasses. You'll all help me, right?

Good.

Yeah, so.

Updates. Been a while, I know.

I've been updating over on Lj, a lot of it friends-only (at least for now). Reason being: I have been having a lot of partials, petit mals, stuff like that; there has been much meltyhead. Perceptual disturbance. I get confused aobut stuff.

I realise this thing was never a model of coherence at the best of times but I'm happier at the moment doing shorter entries which can be buried behind cuts and filters. (I generally assume that people who add me to their "friends" lists know what they'll be getting).

Things are improving; I can't say that the disturbances have receded much but I'm finding my way around them better.

I still don't have a job. I'm working on it though. I'm also trying to get the eBay sitch sorted out so I can sell stuff, maybe auction tarot readings.

I want to start updating here again soon. The plan is to do longer, more perlitical-type entries, reserving Lj for stupid quizzes and random shit about which colour of swirly mosaic pattern I'm seeing today.

That's the plan.

Plans are good.